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Small Talk
03:14
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I write about the things
That keep me up at night
I met this guy and I thought it was going well but
You know how the story goes
We're afraid of commitment
We only want to be friends
After we lie in bed it's sick
We meet on the Internet
You only want to be friends
As long as you benefit
And no one reciprocates my feelings cause I care too much
I lie awake in the morning alone in my own thoughts
And maybe it's wrong to think about you
And maybe it wrong I hope you think about me too
I struggle for the words to write
I can't sleep at night
I hate feeling like I don't deserve you
I miss listening to your heartbeat
I miss kissing you in the morning
But maybe you don't deserve me too
And no one reciprocates my feelings cause I care too much
I lie awake in the morning alone in my own thoughts
I'm alone
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Two Steps Back
03:26
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I have the worst intentions
I swore I meant it but I probably didn't
You put your trust in me
But I offered you nothing
And it's probably too late
To figure this one out
Couldn't respect how I felt because i wanted something else
Couldn't respect how I felt
Two days too late
I want you back but you made a mistake
There's a voice inside telling me to leave
Your ghost is inside of me
And it's probably too late
To figure this one out
Couldn't respect how I felt because i wanted something else
Couldn't respect how I felt
And maybe if I was someone else
You could have changed how I felt
But this happens time and time again
And I don't think that we can be friends
But someday this will end
Someday this will end
I'll feel good again
I'll feel good again
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Good Graces
04:07
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I found out I was lying
To no one but myself
To think I deserved more than what I bargained for
But I make no excuses for how I felt
And maybe I was wrong
But it's already done
And maybe I can turn back
But there's no use if I dont want it
My pale skin doesn't help the fact
Skin on skin close contact
I bruise easily you all can see it
Your hands on me there's no denying it
And maybe I was wrong
But it's already done
And maybe I can turn back
But there's no use if I dont want it
I came to my senses
I'm out of your good graces
I think that maybe I'm better off
I'm alone but I'm better off
And maybe I was wrong
But it's already done
And maybe I can turn back
But there's no use if I dont want it
There's no use if I don't want it
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Absentminded
03:32
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Spinning in circles I lost feeling in my hands
Naked in bed I hide in my sheets, feet off the edge
And I watched you, I watched you
I stayed at your house for a week, playing lovers in the evening
But in the morning you'd wake up, leave me as if I'm nothing
And I'd wait for you to come home, though you know that it's not fair
To leave me so distant yet so close when I'm finally here
And I watched you, I watched you
I watched your eyes
They deviate from mine
You never wanted more than one night
You never wanted more
And I told you
And I told you
You found yourself against my skin
After I
I told you
And I watched you
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Boyfriend Material Gainesville, Florida
In a span of less than a year, Shauna created her project Boyfriend Material, released her EP and full-length album, and went on several tours.
Originating out of Coconut Creek Shauna now lives in Gainesville, Florida.
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